dairy journal

I came back to hyderabad but everything is happening so fast that I am unable to deal with the flow. Maybe coming here this is is a bad idea. I think I stopped using my mind since I am in love. Maybe I should come out of this love sick and start thinking logically with a proper logical reasoning. He feels neglected and & disrespected. He doesn't want to be treated casually. He wants something more. I couldn't sense it. Right now I'm selfish according to him. It actually hurts when we speak innocently and trying to access the situation and the people around you mistake it for arguing. The day ended that way. Although I enjoyed my hair with that head band today it was cute like a kid. But I felt the instant need for appreciation from others. It seemed odd to me.